senior funday, not so fun… 09.10.
5:13 pm Uncategorizedmy hips/ass are extremely sore right now! 
we had to run this giant hill for practice yesterday. its like 2 miles long and goes straight up 10 times. and I think i strained something..boo Well lets see tomorrow is our “senior funday” and we got the option of doing community service, job shadowing, or a college visit instead of coming to school. Well everyone is just staying home and sleeping, but one of my teachers is doing a clean-up day tomorrow. Long story, but i’ll make it short. He basically made me feel guilty about staying home and sleeping and not helping the community out and being selfish and such, in a jokingly way. So its not like he was screaming at me and forcing me to do it. But yeah, i felt bad so I wrote my name down along with the THREE people from or class that was going to do it. so tomorrow I will be getting up at 8 and spending half my day cleaning up garbage on the side of the roads…FUN huh? UGH not really. I’m mad because I need some sleep and I need to relax cuz im too stresssed. Then I get like an hour to go home and rest, and we have to go to meet to cheer on the freshmen, and do our hard workout. and I’ll be home around 7 or 8. and then i still need to do homework, which i most likely won’t do tonight cuz we don’t have school tomorrow.
so i’ve got a lot of emails and letters from colleges lately. I’m so confused about where I want to go. This summer I kind of already made a commitment to a local community college to go through their program and transfer somewhere else. I’ve had a lot of adults help me plan everything out, and I dont want to let them down and tell them I’m not going there anymore. At the same time, I want to go to a university REALLY bad and I dont know why? I’ve already applied to one college in chicago. Doesn’t have what I want to major in, but I really want to go to school in chicago? haha it seems fun. I want to be AWAY from home. A university that is 10 minutes away from my house is like one of the best in the midwest and has what I want to major in, but I dont want to go there because its so close to home. That means i will have to live with my parents throughout my whole college years! AHH what do I do
so I have no clue how to start my bonfire speech, and its really making me mad. Its going to be like 20 seconds, and I already know what im going to say, but how do I start off? “HEYYY EVERYONE”, “YO YO YO”, or just jump right in? haha i’m going to look stupid, oh well. but what really pisses me off is the other girl’s team captain. I just made a comment like “I dont want to go up there by myself” and she like totally freaks out. shes like “SO!? I WENT UP THERE BY MYSELF LAST YEAR?..” all attitudy and I was about to slap her. Um whoopty freakin doo. I don’t even remember her speaking last year so thats how much I care. I really fucking hate her attitude of how she thinks shes superior than everyone else. and I wasn’t even complainign about it, I just said it would be nice if someone was up there with me. and she freaks out just because she wasn’t smart enough to bring somoene up with her last year? god she pisses me off sometimes…or wait ALL the time. beeeeeech
anywho random filled long post. did ya read? awesome. i’ll try to return comments as soon as possible! peace homiess
Sandra
Tiffany
super busy 09.07.
10:42 am Uncategorizedsorry i haven’t updated in a while. I’ve been extremely busy. I know every always says that but I never thought that senior year would be this hectic! My whole week goes by so fast because I am never home. With extracurriculars, running, school, volunteer stuff..its just crazy. This month is going to be pretty busy since cross country is in full swing and we have 2 or 3 meets a week, homecoming is coming up, the variety show is soon and seniors need to practice the skit, trying to stay focused with school, applying to colleges & scholarships, and moreee. Life has already been kicking me in the butt! i’m stressed already I just feel extremely unorganized and feel like I have so much to do everyday and I can’t even sit down. I’ve been gone all weekend and I have half the day left to finish all my homework for tomorrow, which is def not enough time at all since I have TONS. I’m going to take a nap first though cuz I got up at 5 today to volunteer at a half marathon. But on the bright side, I got a new phone! yay i was happy its the lg rumor. you know the slide phone with the QWERTY keyboard? Its pretty nifty, i just have to get used to it since I mastered t9 on my razr but I gotta get going hopefully I will be able to update when I’m freee
Jenn Tiffany Sandra Rene Mark
yes i’m a looser 08.30.
11:20 am Uncategorizedso yesterday, my friend who I’ve been taking to school, asked me if I wanted to go to our schools football game. I said no because of several reasons. Football games aren’t really my thing. There are two reasons why people go, to watch or to socialize. Well i’m not a fan of watching especially since our school sucks anyways. I don’t talk to the people she hangs out with either. Well I mean I do, but I feel very fake around them, like I have to put on act to “fit in”..so its not the most comfortable situation. So lately I feel that she has drifted more to the “popular group” but whatever. It seems like she wants to be the center of attention more and more. I miss our old group. With our real friends, which was small. We used to do something with just us every friday or saturday, but not anymore. It sucks. It’s just weird to know how much you have drifted from your friends throughout high school. but yeah I ended up staying home on a friday night, which is what i usually do now. Not that i’m upset about that since I get to relax, but its just different. I tend to shy away from places she invites me to lately because I dont talk to those people. The people who are very stuck up and snobby, the people who have a million dollars, the people who drink and party everyother day, the people who are just immature. I’m at the point in my life where I honestly don’t give a shit about being popular or having everyone know me. I’m not going to do stupid and fake things to fit in. I’m almost in college and there is obviously more important things to be worrying about than trying to climb the social ladder.
Anywho, I just ready for high school to be over. I just want to do well in school and cross country. Get involved in school more and things like that. Everyone loves high school so much, and I hate it. Lots of bad memories and things happen in high school. I just want to start college fresh. I want a blank slate, somewhere I can meet new people and prepare for the real life.
well that was a long rant hehe thanks for reading if you did! I know everyone likes short stuff, but its hard for me to cut things short =p
On another note, my coach asked the captains if we wanted to speak at our school’s bonfire (its like a tradition and we have a HUGE bonfire). Well I said “yes” even though I knew I didnt want to. I hate speaking in front of people and this is going to be like our whole school. I dont even know WHAT im going to say!? I hope I dont look stupid, gosh i’m already nervous thinking about it. Anywho he asked the girl’s team captain and she was like “no, mark can do it” and i was just like uhh thanks? so I’ll be up there by myself looking like a fool. Its in 2 and a halfish weeks though so I have time to think.