senior funday, not so fun… 09.10.

my hips/ass are extremely sore right now! we had to run this giant hill for practice yesterday. its like 2 miles long and goes straight up 10 times. and I think i strained something..boo Well lets see tomorrow is our “senior funday” and we got the option of doing community service, job shadowing, or a college visit instead of coming to school. Well everyone is just staying home and sleeping, but one of my teachers is doing a clean-up day tomorrow. Long story, but i’ll make it short. He basically made me feel guilty about staying home and sleeping and not helping the community out and being selfish and such, in a jokingly way. So its not like he was screaming at me and forcing me to do it. But yeah, i felt bad so I wrote my name down along with the THREE people from or class that was going to do it. so tomorrow I will be getting up at 8 and spending half my day cleaning up garbage on the side of the roads…FUN huh? UGH not really. I’m mad because I need some sleep and I need to relax cuz im too stresssed. Then I get like an hour to go home and rest, and we have to go to meet to cheer on the freshmen, and do our hard workout. and I’ll be home around 7 or 8. and then i still need to do homework, which i most likely won’t do tonight cuz we don’t have school tomorrow.

so i’ve got a lot of emails and letters from colleges lately. I’m so confused about where I want to go. This summer I kind of already made a commitment to a local community college to go through their program and transfer somewhere else. I’ve had a lot of adults help me plan everything out, and I dont want to let them down and tell them I’m not going there anymore. At the same time, I want to go to a university REALLY bad and I dont know why? I’ve already applied to one college in chicago. Doesn’t have what I want to major in, but I really want to go to school in chicago? haha it seems fun. I want to be AWAY from home. A university that is 10 minutes away from my house is like one of the best in the midwest and has what I want to major in, but I dont want to go there because its so close to home. That means i will have to live with my parents throughout my whole college years! AHH what do I do

so I have no clue how to start my bonfire speech, and its really making me mad. Its going to be like 20 seconds, and I already know what im going to say, but how do I start off? “HEYYY EVERYONE”, “YO YO YO”, or just jump right in? haha i’m going to look stupid, oh well. but what really pisses me off is the other girl’s team captain. I just made a comment like “I dont want to go up there by myself” and she like totally freaks out. shes like “SO!? I WENT UP THERE BY MYSELF LAST YEAR?..” all attitudy and I was about to slap her. Um whoopty freakin doo. I don’t even remember her speaking last year so thats how much I care. I really fucking hate her attitude of how she thinks shes superior than everyone else. and I wasn’t even complainign about it, I just said it would be nice if someone was up there with me. and she freaks out just because she wasn’t smart enough to bring somoene up with her last year? god she pisses me off sometimes…or wait ALL the time. beeeeeech

anywho random filled long post. did ya read? awesome. i’ll try to return comments as soon as possible! peace homiess

Sandra Tiffany

1. I hate running. My legs always get sore the day after. One time it was so bad I barely got out of bed in the morning and then I had to take the elevator DOWN ’cause I couldn’t walk down the stair due to the pain.
   The options for your funday seems like the lamest, most boring ever. They really need to change the name of that thing.
   It’s great to go to a college far away from home so you get to be on your own. I did it. I moved to a town over 5 hours away from home to attend at college where I knew no one. It was a great adventure and now, two years later, I dont regret it at all. So make sure your not stuck back home all through your college time. You’ll loose the majority of the experience that way.
   Speeches is hard. You prepare alot before hand and maybe get help to write something and you’ll be just fine =)

Posted by Sandra on September 11th, 2008 at 10:10 am

2. Oh gawd. I’m sore too. We had to do these frog jumps for volleyball and since none of us worked out over the summer, the burn serves as evidence of our laziness. As for colleges…I’m staying in my area, southern California because it’s cheaper. My parents would die if I went to community college. They’re such overachievers… Good luck with the speech; can’t really help you figure out what to say. I’m not a big speech person either…

Posted by Tiffany on September 11th, 2008 at 7:20 pm